In my writing and learning along the path to the materialisation of this book, I learnt from someone that the greatest sceptics are the ones who don’t understand because they can’t see past the end of their noses. I wonder if this is an old saying because encountering them has certainly given me the conviction, strength and faith to see and dream the beautiful things that my lady of love and light channels through me – visions of the future for the divine upliftment of each and all – and I thank them from my heart because I know that dreams do come true if you believe in God.
I thank all the beautiful people who believed with the grace of God.
David, for all his kindness, love and caring a person with a great big heart. Also, to my children who at times wondered what on earth had happened to their mum but, hopefully, now can understand why I spent so much time writing and struggling financially, I dedicate this book to them – Deborah, Kay, Christine and Dean – and to all God’s children, each and every one of us.
My actual Experience
When I had my Near Death Experience (NDE), in 1989, it was an experience I will never forget because of the tremendous impact it had on my life, an experience that went from the out of body state of grace, love and light and the one divine consciousness with everything, total bliss, then being spoken to in the light through my mind by the most radiant being who told me she was the “Mother of God” and I was shown my life, a review of the past, present and future, shown all the feelings and actions that had passed in my life. I asked why are you appearing to me I am not a Catholic to which she replied neither am I, I am Jewish. I was then told to return, “it wasn’t my time to die” this I didn’t want to do. I was then shown the future and I knew things were going to change in the world, I was told I had to return to learn, understand, fight for my rights, and to teach the children and that I was going to write a book.
When I returned to my body it felt different, I would actually pinch my skin to see if it was a physical form. I tried to relate the experience to my family, my doctor and friends, but no one could understand or want to understand this most beautiful experience of all. They thought I was either imagining, dreaming or crazy, but the experience felt real to me, more real than anything else I’d ever experienced and somehow, I knew was going to write or talk about this, my Near Death Experience (NDE)
It was as if I was being guided by something I knew was ahead of my life something that I had to do, I didn’t remember that I was shown the future but I would just allow myself to head in that direction, at times I found it difficult with heading towards a spiritual learning, but I knew in my mind that all would change, I wasn’t quite sure how but the knowing always was my driving force.
I found a new group in Melbourne called Australiands where people of a like experience were trying to organise meetings. I would listen to their NDE’s and could easily relate parts of my experience to theirs, but their sharing of such beautiful experiences in the past had been limited because they would express the same feelings as I felt “I didn’t want people to think I was crazy”. I would come home and think why not share these beautiful experiences because these people always remembered the wonderful feeling of oneness with everything and the spiritual gaining they have achieved.
I was guided to read books on the subject and found that so many people have had such an experience. In America alone I believe more than eight million people have been reported to have had an NDE, this is still being researched, what a great spiritual change in America, what an upliftment of consciousness.
I seem to know this is the way the world is heading, towards a great spiritual upliftment and we have all chosen this time to achieve the spiritual change heading back to the Godhead, “A New Divine Era”.
With consciousness at a higher level creativity and knowledge is expanded, our right brain waves receiving the minds inner wisdom, this is not only happening to people who have had an NDE but in many different forms of “Out Of Body Experiences” (OBE’s), meditation, sleep and stress states, all of us are gaining in some way or another an expanded state of mind into higher consciousness, and physical bodies are having to adjust with the new shift in vibrations and heightened senses.
Since my N.D.E. I have been receiving writing from my higher state this began with symbols and ancient universal language with verse and words, as my mind expanded the writing just flowed from my pen like it was being telepathically received through my mind. Words and writing would be put down on paper with no break in between the words , things I had never learnt in this lifetime and more than once I would have to resort to a dictionary for a meaning, the more I understood the more I wrote, my psyche was expanded and I was receiving a forward view. This is not only happening to me but to many more people all over the world, a heightened learning, a new higher conscious lift in vibrations throwing out the old ways bringing in the new.
Every time I was given the feeling or sensed the knowing of needing to write I started to date the writing and verse as you will see when you read, it wasn’t every single day.
Now when I look at the writing it’s like I’m unraveling in my mind the journey I was taken on in my N.D.E. and all that was shown to me past, present and future, the feeling and actions I felt and the knowing of things to come.
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